tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8960087408986931962024-02-20T12:13:05.122-05:00Struggling Actress BlogThe Life and Times of a Former Struggling Actress!Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-39569062420676779172011-10-31T07:54:00.001-04:002011-10-31T07:57:26.745-04:00Two Minutes to BlogRather ashamed of myself; Haven't blogged since JULY!!! I've grown a year older, switched jobs, traveled and I still haven't put it in writing.<br />
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CURSES!<br />
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Much to mull over. Much explored. Much to tell.<br />
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But, alas, it must wait till later. Must get ready for work. And get more coffee in my veins. Coffee is key to happiness. Coffee is key to productivity. Coffee is my friend...<br />
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Well, as long as it isn't three am in the morning.<br />
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That's another story.<br />
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MMelissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-64540664689991987372011-07-05T10:33:00.000-04:002011-07-05T10:33:53.953-04:00Summer in the CityNew York City could never be considered dull. This is doubly true during the summer months when every single individual pounding the pavement has a bit more spring in their step and a lot less gravel in their brain. Sidewalk cafe's come alive, dogs are friendlier, and, as long as you stay out of Times Square, tourists are far less annoying.<br />
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So much to do, so much more to see!<br />
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This summer I am planning some side trips/days/experiences that might be a subway/train/or car trip away. First stop, The Pompey Exhibit at Discovery Times Square. Though its not a traditional, outside adventure, it is air conditioned and I can pretend that I'm in Italy. And, seriously, for the price of a metro card, who can beat that?!? No passport required!<br />
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Should you go? Should you stay? I'll let you know!<br />
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MMelissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-22588463243663555672011-06-20T23:23:00.000-04:002011-06-20T23:23:07.887-04:00Mirror, Mirror...Well, its not LA. Or so I'm told. But still, the amount of plastic surgery in NYC is rather astonishing. Know what's even worse?<br />
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The amount of BAD plastic surgery.<br />
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Women, and men for that matter, do not go under the knife to come out of anesthesia looking worse than they did when they went under. But many end up deformed phantoms of their former selves. Of course your forehead is smoother, but did you see what it did to your eyes? Or how about the bad nose job and cheek combo which, other than the dress you are wearing with the obsessive amounts of bling on your finger, made me wonder whether I should say "Ma'm" or "Sir."<br />
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EMBRACE YOUR BEAUTY!<br />
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EMBRACE YOU!<br />
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Don't worry about the wrinkles, you earned them! They all tell a story and your only concern should be that it was a good one! Just don't attack who you are. Its sad that people are unable to see the unique beauty that they are before they are hacked at like the leg of lamb in a gyro shop.<br />
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And that's my two cents!<br />
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MMelissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-82439941808337937852011-06-17T11:09:00.000-04:002011-06-17T11:09:27.488-04:00When Did I Become an Antique?So, for some strange reason my friends are posting all of these nostalgic pictures on Facebook of us doing all of the wacky things kids did during their teenage years. They are fabulous pictures bringing back wonderful memories. BUT....<br />
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When did our pictures start looking SO OLD?!?<br />
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I mean, look at them!! Really?!? With a megapixel of 0.0 these are grainy as grainy can be, scanned into our computers via a flatbed scanner because this was before the age of pictures on disc, card, or the internet. They can't even be called cool and vintage like the pictures of our grandparents.<br />
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All we need is a round of Oregon Trail... Oh, wait, I have that on my iTouch right now...<br />
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I don't feel old, but these pictures make me look like an antique!<br />
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MMelissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-75528324108695477732011-06-10T12:52:00.000-04:002011-06-10T12:52:28.276-04:00Five Things I know for SureFive things I know for Sure:<br />
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1.) David Suchet is the quintessential "Poirot;"<br />
2.) No home has enough space for all the books one requires;<br />
3.) Time off from work is a necessary part of human survival;<br />
4.) You can only understand the world around you when you've seen/experienced it;<br />
5.) This list is subject to change/expand/grow in detail on a daily/hourly/moment by moment basis.<br />
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Mwah! :)<br />
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MMelissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-18490814841566936332011-05-20T13:45:00.000-04:002011-05-20T13:45:31.878-04:00Daily Soapbox: Acting's Life Lessons<div>I've taken MANY acting classes over the past few years. Some were inspiring while others were money pits. But no matter which category they fell into, I learned something in each. Sometimes, it was what to look out for so that I didn't fall for another scam. Others taught me lessons that transcended the class and allowed me to look deeper into my life. These classes provided me with the tools to, not only find a truth in character, but also find a place of truth within myself. </div><div><br />
</div><div>Too often do we fight that truth with an overwhelming desire to be liked. No matter what people say, in some way, shape, or form we want people to like us. Whether we change our appearance, be nice to someone who REALLY doesn't deserve it, etc, etc, etc. We all do it. Some say they don't want to be rude. Others think, "Who cares what my opinion is?" While others just want to keep the peace. But by doing so, we are not being true to ourselves. The more we cover our natural instincts, the more we lose track of who we really are. Its a constant, internal battle in which everyone loses. </div><div><br />
</div><div>Now, I'm not saying that we should all stop taking care of ourselves, start telling people how it is, and to heck with the consequences. I'm just saying that we need to make sure we are true to ourselves as well. </div><div><br />
</div><div>So...</div><div><br />
</div><div>Take a deep breath...</div><div><br />
</div><div>Relax...</div><div><br />
</div><div>And let your mind/heart go where it may. </div><div><br />
</div><div>Sometimes the things we like the most are the simplest. </div><div><br />
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</div>Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-28297710965060058752011-05-03T13:00:00.000-04:002011-05-03T13:00:38.833-04:00Well, Well, Well...So, its been awhile.<br />
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A LONG while!<br />
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As I mentioned in my last post, I'm devoting some "Me" time to my life after a long period focusing on everything else but me. Mainly silly things, but not where my focus should be.<br />
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SO, speaking of focus, I'm refocusing my blog. Acting has been a part of my life for awhile, but it isn't the only part of me. There is a great deal more that I can entertain people with ( :-) ) that I would like the opportunity to pursue.<br />
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Therefore, this blog is now going to be a bit more fun, and a lot less serious. Not changing the url (too cheap to buy a new one!) but this blog will encompass a great deal more than acting.<br />
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I'm looking forward to blogging with you!<br />
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MMelissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-89274963026188737892011-01-04T11:47:00.000-05:002011-01-04T11:47:26.661-05:00FOCUS!!!Geeze, its been a crazy December.<br />
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I'm really blessed to work in NY Theatre, even if its Front of House instead of onstage (Patience... Patience), but MAN December is CRAZY!<br />
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Sold out houses, energized and sugar infused tourists, and work.<br />
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Work, Work, Work!<br />
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Sometimes, .... Ok, Every December, I miss the Holiday of my childhood. Christmas break, cookies, tree trimming, more cookies, and the ability to actually enjoy the aura of the holiday season. <br />
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Working on Broadway during December means very little of the above. Actually, I don't think I've had a cookie this season (Nicole, where is your care package?!?!? Dumb USPS!!). I was blessed for the first time in 4 years to visit my family for Christmas Eve AND Christmas day (till 10AM at least) and enjoyed the stab of nostalgia that 31 hours can provide (That and our annual game of "Twilight - Scene It" with my (now) brother-in-law & younger sisters... Why isn't it "Clue?!?").<br />
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But, sadly, in this craziness, I've been slightly derailed.<br />
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Nothing permanent. Just the pause button for a really good movie.<br />
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So, now that Broadway is in it's inevitable slow down till March/April, its ME TIME! Time to get back in the swing of things. Time to focus on what I want. Time to be true to myself.<br />
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I don't believe in New Year's Resolutions. I believe in goals and attainable challenges. <br />
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So, I'm setting some for myself. I'll keep you posted. ;-)<br />
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Here's to to Success and Prosperity in the new year. <br />
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We all deserve it.Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-15424294947145932742010-11-30T12:13:00.000-05:002010-11-30T12:13:05.985-05:00A Toast to FriendshipA good friend is a sounding board for you when life sends you a speed bump that slows you down and even more so when a wrecking ball decides to give you a window to the outside world where you previously had a enclosed apartment.<br />
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(But, hey, we need more natural light, right?!?)<br />
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</div><div>They help save you from doing something stupid OR are there in the cop car with you going "Damn, that was fun!"</div><div><br />
</div><div>They know you through the ages, through trials, tribulations and headaches. Through first loves and their break up. Through fashion disasters that only a true friend will state the magnitude of to your face. Through children, long absences and recessions. Through Sci Fi & Chick Flicks. Through Peanut allergies and emergency room visits. Through mood swings and PMS (No, boys, they are not one in the same). Through everything, they are there.<br />
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We are truly blessed if we find one person like this. Overwhelmed with riches if we find two. And kidding ourselves if we think we have three.<br />
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So, in dealing with life, love & what I wore (yep, I "borrowed" that one!), I say thank you to those who have stuck by. I am truly grateful and blessed to have you in my life.<br />
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</div><div>Oh, this is the economic climate to answer that one! </div><div><br />
</div><div>Every day, even as we slowly move out of the long lasting and painful recession, we are faced with more people than ever losing not only their jobs but the financial security they struggled so hard to obtain for themselves and their family. In one moment, people are wiped clean of savings, investments, careers, and security. </div><div><br />
</div><div>If their stories aren't the perfect economic lesson as to why I should trudge forth and pursue my dreams, then I don't know if there is one. </div><div><br />
</div><div>In a way, by not experiencing economic wealth as an adult, I am blessed with the perfect spring board to move forward. Since my standard of living is low, it can only get better. I do not have to worry as much about maintaining a style of living/a family since I can easily replace my current income with any number of low paying but readily available jobs. </div><div><br />
</div><div>I do dream of the day when I have my own home, my own car, have a family, and a weekend that will be entirely mine (just maybe not in that order ;-) ). But I am willing to wait until my career is has gained more stability to pursue those ends. </div><div><br />
</div><div>Ironically, these dark economic times are the perfect justification to following your dreams. </div><div><br />
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</div>Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-44117505493300433792010-11-12T12:39:00.000-05:002010-11-12T12:39:11.804-05:00Its the Soundtrack of Your LifeAnyone have a soundtrack to their life, be it what you blare as you work on submissions, calm down after a crazy day, or are pumping yourself with confidence on the way to an audition? Oh, I know I do!<br />
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Here are just a few of the songs that can be heard blaring on my playlist at any given moment:<br />
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Submission Productivity:<br />
<ul><li>The Cranberries - <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/dreams/id42283?i=42243">"Dream"</a> </li>
</ul>Pumping for a Audition:<br />
<ul><li>Lady Gaga <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/bad-romance/id340054428?i=340054497">"Bad Romance"</a></li>
<li>Murray Gold & BBC National Orchestra of Wales <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/doctor-who-theme/id211202668?i=211203671">"Doctor Who Theme"</a></li>
</ul><div>Chillin:<br />
<ul><li>Marc Cohn <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/walking-in-memphis/id217490768?i=217490782">"Walkin in Memphis"</a></li>
<li>Sweet Talk Radio <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/we-all-fall-down/id387232871?i=387232892">"We All Fall Down"</a></li>
</ul><div>Letting Loose After A Long Day/More Submission Productivity:<br />
<div><ul><li>Linda Eder <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/never-dance/id301644127?i=301644153">"Never Dance"</a></li>
<li>Glenn Miller Orchestra <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/in-the-mood/id166230577?i=166230831">"In the Mood"</a></li>
<li>Rascall Flatts <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/life-is-a-highway/id157042960?i=157042968">"Life is a Highway"</a></li>
</ul><div>After <b><i>One of THOSE Days</i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">:</span></b></div><div><ul><li>Bryan Fenkart <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/hammer-to-fall/id361383141?i=361383284">"Hammer to Fall"</a></li>
</ul></div><div>Dealing with Men: </div><div><ul><li>Sara Bareilles <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/love-song-live/id268479219?i=268479312">"Love Song"</a></li>
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This week's theme has definitely been the man himself, Billy Joel's <a href="http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/we-didnt-start-the-fire/id205862488?i=205862659">"We Didn't Start the Fire."</a> But then again, when isn't that song appropriate?!?<br />
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M ;-)<br />
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</div></div></div>Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-38136779892501398652010-11-11T11:37:00.000-05:002010-11-11T11:37:25.968-05:00Looking Back/Looking ForwardWHAT A YEAR!<br />
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And the crazy thing is, its only November!<br />
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Jobs have come and gone. Classes have come and gone. Sadly, even friends, have come and gone. <br />
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I've moved. I've created my blog and website. I've auditioned and received a multitude of results. I've traveled. I've studied. I've met new people. I've gained TONS of new experiences and grown from them. And the possibilities are just getting better!<br />
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I've even lost weight (oh HAZAH!)!<br />
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I know this list will just grow by the end of this year. I simply can't think of EVERYTHING that has happened this year. Its been crazy/insane/amazing!<br />
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Even as early as November, I can tell you that I am not the same person I was last year.<br />
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Thank you, God, for that!<br />
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(To Be Continued! ;-) )Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-89915870521538495112010-11-11T10:35:00.000-05:002010-11-11T10:35:38.074-05:00Secret Agent ManHas anyone read the Backstage columns by "Secret Agent Man?" <div><br />
</div><div>Its nice to have a concise, real perspective on what a agent really thinks when your in the room. Too often we, as actors, walk into a meeting with our list of recycled questions hoping that we will connect on some basic level and get to work with the person. The agent sits there, smile plastered across their face, nodding while you perform. They say "Good Job" and "Keep in Touch" and send you on your way. Sometimes you work with them, sometimes you don't. </div><div><br />
</div><div>What I like about this column is that "Secret Agent Man" actually lets you into the head of the agent faced with desperate and hungry actors who I think, deep down, need industry validation of their chosen path. </div><div><br />
</div><div>If any of you haven't read it, I highly recommend it. It's my favorite column out there. </div><div><br />
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</div><div>http://www.backstage.com/bso/advice/secret-agent-man/index.jsp</div><div><br />
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</div>Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-58923043458250578612010-10-11T15:49:00.001-04:002010-10-11T16:08:49.378-04:00It Gets Better from Memphis on Broadway<div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Hey All! </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">I am so proud to be part of this video with the amazing cast and crew of "Memphis." </div><br />
Being a theatrical, outgoing individual in a conservative Pennsylvania town wasn't the easiest thing in the world. Spending all of your energy trying to conform to other individual's definition of "normal" was frustrating to say the least. The best thing I ever did was throw off their definitions, move to the big city, and start discovering who I am. Now, this enlightening voyage of self discovery hasn't always been easy. I've made many a mistake and learned, sometimes on multiple occasions, from them. But, that being said, I know I am far more content with my life now than I would have been following the more traditional, conservative path.<br />
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So, here's to self discovery and accepting who you really are.<br />
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It gets better.<br />
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<object height="295" width="480"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/5xft1-rblgc?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/5xft1-rblgc?fs=1&hl=en_US" width="480" height="295" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object>Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-64449551756353758862010-09-17T13:12:00.000-04:002010-09-17T13:12:07.377-04:00The Quality of DebateYou know, I truly find debate wonderful...<br />
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Even if its in my own head.<br />
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Its not uncommon to question one's life direction and adjust it accordingly. Though I personally crave stability, I've learned that change moves you forward and saves you from one day being a monotonous continuum of the day before.<br />
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So, I'm changing. Things that were rather stable factors in my life are being swept up and placed in their proper place; My past. Though I have a few things in the works, they are all items that will move me into a far more positive and productive direction. <br />
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So, its a long way to say that, after a rather long absence, I'm back and thinking towards the future. And its invigorating.Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-39570009767826259082010-05-09T07:56:00.000-04:002010-05-09T07:56:35.289-04:00CONGRATULATIONS MEMPHIS!<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>If you are in NYC and have a chance to see a show, I HIGHLY recommend the new musical, "Memphis." It has charm, whit, humor and heart that leaves the audience RAVING! The people involved with show are some of the kindest I have ever met in NYC. I'm so grateful to be working at this theatre. <div><br /></div><div><b>AND 8 TONY NOMINATIONS!! </b>It couldn't have happened to a better group of people!</div><div><object style="background-image:url(http://i3.ytimg.com/vi/flRnLjk4avk/hqdefault.jpg)" width="480" height="295"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/flRnLjk4avk&hl=en_US&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/flRnLjk4avk&hl=en_US&fs=1" width="480" height="295" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object></div>Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-32249018181323764962010-04-30T11:17:00.002-04:002010-04-30T11:17:47.863-04:00HOCKADOO BABY!Final bowling game of the season:<br />
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Started poorly, looked as though I wouldn't top my all time high of 118 that I scored previously.<br />
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Then...<br />
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Wait for it...<br />
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Three strikes, then two spares, then two strikes, and a gutter ball!<br />
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Ended in typical Melissa fashion!! :-D<br />
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New all time high score: 164<br />
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I have pictures to prove it!Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-35257149438173806182010-04-29T18:02:00.001-04:002010-04-29T18:04:22.762-04:00What Ever Happened to Art?Alright, time to rant.<br />
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Have any of you ever wondered what it would be like if struggling actors like ourselves didn't need day jobs? If we didn't have to spend hours a day wondering which acting class to take, which showcase we can afford to do, and which submission we should make all based on finances. If all we had to worry about was the art, what would our lives be like?<br />
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I am not ashamed to admit that I am one of those idealist who can be found sitting down over a cheap glass of wine, or hanging out with a group of friends at Blockheads ($3 Margarita's Baby!) and dreaming about what the world, and my career, would be like if money were not an object in this equation. No longer limited to the "safe" auditions that fit into my tight work schedule, no more sleepless nights doing audition prep that would have been done earlier if I didn't have to work, no more wondering if I could do this great play reading but realizing that I would have to take off too much time from my paying job to do so. Just being able to act.<br />
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Sometimes the business of the business takes us too far away from the art of it. And its kinda frustrating.<br />
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And that's my rant...</div>Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-16440948648210117802010-04-09T12:33:00.001-04:002010-04-09T12:36:55.022-04:00Updates, Updates, Updates!Hello All! <br />
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Life has been crazy since my last post, both good crazy and just plain crazy. But there are some wonderful updates to tell you. <br />
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First off: I will be participating in the AIDS Walk in NYC this Sunday, May 16th at the bright and early hour of 8:30am. More info to come regarding how to donate, but until then, please check out the official AIDS walk website. <a href="http://www.aidswalk.net/newyork/index.html">http://www.aidswalk.net/newyork/index.html</a><br />
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Secondly: Getting back into the swing of things includes working at Actor's Connection. I used to work there on a regular basis, and really enjoyed the additional opportunity to network with my fellow actors, but had to stop when working to pay off school. This Monday is my first night back. WOHOO!! I'll let you know how it goes. BTW: Congrats to everyone who is booking work from there! There is an amazing sweep of my fellow hosts finally getting their big break. Double WOHOO!<br />
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Thirdly: Bowling Update - First game, almost broke a hundred! I'm getting there. Second round, well its past my bedtime so it can't be held against me, right?!? I'll focus on the positives!<br />
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Fourthly (Is that even a word?!? Guess so, spell check says it is): Monologues are coming along, thank goodness! It’s nice to have something like that to work on and play with. <br />
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More updates to come later. This has been a crazy, and now that I think of it, an actually good week.<br />
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PS. So, for those of you who don't know, I am a severely addicted to German musicals. I saw "Jekyll & Hyde" there when I studied abroad and was amazed by how in-depth the stories are; they are willing to be a little more innovative in how they tell the tale. Well, I just figured out that one of my all time favorite German musicals, "Elizabeth," is available on R0 DVD. WOHOO! Full review to come! Now all I have to do is remember my German...Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-28030303443958587762010-04-02T17:27:00.000-04:002010-04-02T17:27:33.210-04:00The Theatre MysticYou know, sometimes I forget how lucky I am. <br />
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What am I doing right now? Sitting in the empty house of a Broadway theatre and simply breathing in the life of it. <br />
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A theatre is truly a living, breathing being, made up of many different organisms that give it life and energy. This energy draws us towards it. We want to be there. We want to see what it's doing, what it's creating, how it is living.<br />
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As I sit in the empty house, I hear the sounds of the associate music director practicing a classical composition in the lower lobby. Simultaneously, I watch as an actor casually taps one of his own creations out on the stage piano. These dueling melody's are uninterrupted by the production stage manager checking out the house. All the while, patrons discuss which tickets to purchase for tonight's show in the outer lobby to the fugue of car horns on 44th Street. The cooling system hums in the background while the theatre mouse squeaks behind me. And here I am, creating my own little buzz, typing away on my keyboard. <br />
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Theatre has a mystic to it and sitting in the empty house, I feel it. Its not just the show patrons come to see, but the being that is "Theatre."Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-71487768849082615602010-04-01T12:51:00.004-04:002010-04-02T12:56:35.551-04:00Monologues & Horoscopes, Oh My!So, for any of you who know me personally, I've been bemoaning my current monologues for some time now. I've just picked up three plays at Drama Book Shop and I am curious as to what you think of my choices for new material. Do they fit me? Do you think they will work? My selections are:<br />
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<ul><li>"reasons to be pretty" by Neil LaBute - Steph</li>
<li>"100 Saints You Should Know" by Kate Fodor - Theresa</li>
<li>"Sense & Sensibility" by Jane Austin, Adaptation by Ashley J. Barnard - Elinor</li>
</ul>Let me know what you think.<br />
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In other news, I just sat down and checked out my horoscope for the month of April. Good things are coming, so it says.<br />
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Taking seriously your astrological attributes can be somewhat of a joke or a taboo in the world today. That being said, many people check them daily "for fun." Amusingly enough, in this business, almost immediately after you are introduced to someone, they ask your astrological sign. So I'm wondering, do you find that the things mentioned in your horoscope actually happen? The jury is still out for me, with my being more skeptical than a believer, but there are some things I have found to be true. For example, I am constantly surprised by how often people get moody or temperamental around a full moon. But on all other aspects, I have yet to have any prediction make me a believer.<br />
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So, what are your thoughts?Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-57300574382642243342010-03-29T20:54:00.000-04:002010-03-29T21:03:15.400-04:00What Kind of Nerd are You?I am a nerd. A great big Sci Fi lovin nerd!!<br />
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Now, I am a particular brand of Sci Fi nerd. You have some who are all about Star Trek. You have some who are so engrossed in comic books that they can't read anything without pictures (Yes, my dears, I mean you!). Then you have my version of nerdom. <br />
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In my version of nerdom, supernatural dramas rule and Joss Whedon and his Buffy-verse is to blame! I love the teeny bopper CW shows and download "The Vampire Diaries" and "Supernatural" weekly. I have a iTunes Season Pass for "Ghost Whisperer" and can withstand the teasing of my friends for enjoying a Jennifer Love Hewitt TV Series.. I love the old TV show "Dark Shadows" as well as its 1990s reincarnation. I've read Anne Rice's Vampire and Mayfair Chronicles at least once a year in addition to seeing all of the movies her books are based on (In my option, Stuart Townsend's Lestat was far closer to that of her novels). I actually sat through "Lestat" TWICE during its limited Broadway run and would really like to see the cast recording finally released (Drew Sarich ROCKS). I've read all of the Sookie Stackhouse novels that the "True Blood" series is based on and actually enjoy the twists HBO has placed on them. I will admit to having read all four Twilight novels with no shame. Also, penny pincher that I am, actually repurchased all seven season of "Buffy" when a friend "borrowed" them (Note: I will never lend them out again. Don't even ask!). At times, I have actually had to turn to Canadian television and the BBC for Sci Fi shows when the US won't give me enough to support my addiction. And if any writer can throw my love of costume dramas into their script, I'm a dedicated fan.<br />
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So thank you, Joss Whedon, for forever opening the door of Sci Fi nerdom to me. If it weren't for your clever show about a cheerleader living on the hellmouth with a vampire problem, I would never have experienced the epic and giddy delights of vampire nerdom. <br />
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And yes, I even watched/am the proud owner of the "Buffy" movie. <br />
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PS. I also drool over "Dr. Who." It took me two seasons of David Tennant to get over the fact that Eccleston was gone... I don't know if I can handle Tennant leaving too! <br />
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PSS. "Torchwood" had better return! <br />
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PSSS. Check out this link to help discover which type of nerd you or your loved one are!!<br />
<a href="http://geektyrant.com/storage/post-images/Sci-Fi-Superfan-Reference-Manual.jpg">http://geektyrant.com/storage/post-images/Sci-Fi-Superfan-Reference-Manual.jpg</a>Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-82805928884977140522010-03-29T12:54:00.000-04:002010-03-29T12:54:07.759-04:00Cheap & Healthy Eats in NYC - Your thoughts?!?So, when I first conceived this blog, I wanted it to be a place where I not only shared my experiences and thoughts on this business, but where my fellow actors and I could engage in a dialogue on the business, living in NYC, and anything else that came to mind. So, here is my first discussion topic: Cheap & Healthy Eats in NYC <br />
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So, Cheap & Healthy Eats in NYC could be a bit of a oxymoron, but I have a funny feeling I'm not the only actor asking themselves that question. Apples, Bananas and Deli salads work for awhile, but can get boring after the umpteenth day. Where can we go, in a city that is overpriced to begin with, to grab a healthy and affordable bite to eat before the next class/audition/gig. We have two categories: Under $10 and Under $5. Once I get enough responses, I will create a separate page on my blog for us to reference and keep updating as we discover new places.<br />
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I hungrily await your responses!Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-50044753040969492012010-03-25T11:29:00.000-04:002010-03-25T11:29:13.332-04:00Channeling DoryJust keep submitting! Just keep submitting! Just keep submitting, submitting, submitting! <br />
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Ever see "Finding Nemo?"<br />
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Well, I kinda feel like Dory, leading Marlin into the dark part of the Ocean. <br />
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Who knows where I am going... Who knows what I am getting into...<br />
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But going down there will get me closer to my goal.<br />
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SO...<br />
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Just keep submitting! Just keep submitting! Just keep submitting, submitting, submitting!!<br />
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(Side note, blogging is a excellent distraction from submissions! Just thought I would share that with you! So is laundry... I really need to revisit that one soon!!)Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896008740898693196.post-72931842365857920352010-03-22T13:53:00.000-04:002010-03-22T13:53:45.750-04:00MIA Blogger Found - Craziness InsuesI can't believe its been seventeen days since I blogged last. How on earth did that happen?!? <br />
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Well, at least I can say I have used the time productively.<br />
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Lets see, I've: <br />
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* Had a very nice visit with my family. Being in NYC, and without a car of my own, means that seeing the parental units and little muchkins (who are no longer as short as their nickname "Shorty" implies) is a rare occurrence. Quality family time is wonderful and rare so its always appreciated when it is available. <br />
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* Saw the invited dress of the new Broadway show "Red." Alfred Molina was amazing. He fully embodied his character and had no visible "tricks" or false moments to carry his intense and emotional performance. His character flowed so naturally from his person that it really showed what true acting is. I also gained a far deeper respect for him as a performer and as a star; very few actors in his category would willing set their egos aside to sit on stage during the entirety of the rowdy and loud walk in just to set the production's scene. I really need to sit down and watch some of his film work now. <br />
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* Presented a unrehearsed scene from Shanley's "Doubt" in class. The last time I did one (ironically from the same play) it was entirely different. My work when I first moved to New York was very self conscious and presentational. I wasn't acting or living in the moment, but presenting what I thought others wanted to see. Having grown up a bit since that sad time, I feel more willing to just be; to let myself alone and let what is going to happen, happen. So this time around I found the unrehearsed scene rather empowering. I look forward to seeing what happens when we present it as a rehearsed scene in class.<br />
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* Begun the long lost monologue search... again! Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. I am no longer in love with those I had used and am looking for something new. Something Fun. Something SASSY! Any suggestions?!?<br />
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* Also beginning the task of submissions to commercial agents. I've already pinpointed those that I think I would work well with and now I am beginning the process of contacting them. If you have any suggestions of whom I should contact as well, please let me know.<br />
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In other news, I enjoyed seeing the First Lady at "Memphis" on Broadway. It is wonderful seeing the show receive the positive recognition it deserves. It really is a word of mouth show and, it appears, that word of mouth includes the White House. Very cool!<br />
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So, I am breaking one of my cardinal rules today: I will be in NYC on my day off. I know, crazy, but I have tickets to the show "Come Fly Away" so I think I can bend my rule this once...<br />
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Break's over. Back to submissions.Melissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08586016408308612067noreply@blogger.com1